Bored~

Mode: Bored, blank, tired.

So, suddenly the idea to cut off the boredom by uploading some of these oldies pictures with my besties.

Shopping in City Star, Cairo. The only place where you can feel the real joyousness of window shopping.

BTW, that'll be our last Starbucks, since JAKIM already declared that it was not Halal... True or not, if it involved doubtfulness, then it's a NO.

And yes, I'm so in love with high heels, but being 170 cm female... Hurm...

Maybe someday, where people around taller than me. German maybe?

Mode: Re-schedule~

" A certain amount of stress and anxiety can help to provide the motivational drive, attentional focus, and state of readiness to respond to challenging situation. Such benefits may explain why so many people report doing their best work under deadline or other form of pressure."

--- The globe and mail

Taking too much time adjusting my study schedule. A bit of stress and feared totally worked on me. A slight activation of my sympathetic system, a little bit increase of my cortisol... It worked I think.

This year, I spend half of my time trying to find the inner peace inside of me. I practised Yoga, some meditation. I search blogs about stress management, how to handle bad relationships.. And I think I've succeed. Yes, I think so.

But being too calm in this type of situation, I mean, EXAM, isn't it a little bit...hurmm... Okay, adrenaline, cortisol, you guys can come out now.. Just for this exam fever round, Okay?

Aidilfitri in Egypt 2011~

Pieces of Aidilfitri in Zaqaziq and Cairo. Not too much image showing Egyptian way of celebrating raya. It's us after praying Sunat Raya Aidilfitri at Zaqaziq Stadium. We pray on the greens. With Egyptian. On our way entering the stadium, the feelings like we're in the middle of Demonstration in Tahrir.

Maybe next year I'll snap a lot more pictures after getting my own Canon. Hope so.

I'm back~

Finally I got the courage to start blogging again.

I'll make this one short and simple since it's time for me to study already.(show-off)

Something happened today, which made me realize how I've wasted my 2 weeks before, not studying hard enough. But it's all over now, and the fact that time is still ticking, I keep reminding myself I had to move on and work harder in this remaining time available.

2 weeks prior to our 5th year final exam. And yes, it's another 'killer year' other than that of 3rd year's.

2 subjects, and 13 sub subjects. Sounds a lot, but you'll never know how 'a lot' to read that makes people around me sometimes act like not themselves any more. Stress, feared of not having enough time.

I don't really into this kind of 'rush hour' moment(another show off).

Right now, I'm in a learning mode. Learn to be someone who can manage her time and tasks properly. Another year, and I will become a real doctor. It's time to change, think further, beyond this exams zone. It is more than writing facts on the paper, but about how we act to manage our emotions and stress. How we manage our times, relationships.

Okay, anyway this is my 'comeback' post. hmm..

Yeah, I'm back. +_+"