Perfect woman~

Remember this legendary story? A young man, who's too tired and hungry, and ended up eaten an apple that flows along the river. He found the owner it, and finally the owner asked him to marry his daughter. And the young man says yes, even the the daughter is blind,have no hands,no legs,mute,and deaf. But when the young man met the girl, she's a beautiful girl, not as incapable as the father has described. Guess what? She's perfect. Here..

Blind: she haven't seen bad things and take a good care of her eyes from any vices.

No hands: she didn't use her hand to steal, or do anything bad with it.

No legs: never go to bad places.

Mute: never let any men hear her voice,as woman's voice can shake man's iman.

Deaf: she preserved her ear from any vices or bad words.

She's perfect. In term of Islam, she is perfect. A daughter who stays home, doing things a daughter should. Helping her father, avoid from any man's sight, cleaned heart from any dirtiness. She's perfect.

Allah, can I be like her? 

Oh Allah, please granted me Your sweet hidayah. Solat 5 times a day doesn't guarantee your path to Jannah. Same goes to those who do bad things 24 hours a day, that also doesn't guarantee their place in Hell. Anything can happen. In a moment, you changed your heart, good to bad, or the opposite. And who knows, during that very little moment, Allah called you back to Him. Taubat will only be accepted until your soul reach your throat. After that, no tears, or cries can change your faith. Nauzubillah. Let us all die as a true muslim, in heart, and soul.

Allah, help me. You know how weak I am. You know how I need your help in time of hardship. Sometimes I felt so tired, I almost let myself down. But I know I have You. Let us get through this hardship smoothly. Let it be smooth and in ease. Let everything be fixed as we wish it should. 

You knew what's best for us. Allahu Ya Rabbi. Ameen..

Tomorrow~

Mode: Bored.

I can't sleep tonight. Despite only slept for four and a half hours today, I'm imsoniac right now. After talking and laughing with the love, I was left alone wandering around my room, waiting for this eyes to fell asleep. And now, my stomach is calling for it's top craved, hot chocolate. Here you go, stomey. :)

Done uploading my winter coats pictures on facebook. And shame on me, I did it on the wrong way. But whatever, I don't care, and I don't think anyone actually care, so long the pictures are there. Hehe. Hope it'll be sold out by this week. In Shaa Allah~ :)

Tomorrow, it is going to be a long day. Well, I'm planning to start on my fasting day. And uhm.. I need to be a tough girl to throw away those boxes of books and papers outside my room. Need to clear up the living room for those sweet girls who's waiting to live here as soon as we go back to Malaysia. So, estimation... 5 times going up and down the stairs with one big box full with heavy books. Ugh. Go on, burn those cals.. ;p

And yeah, I need to see my dentist tomorrow. Updating these braces thingy. Hope to remove the brackets at least by next week. Please, not the convo's pictures. Not with this nerdy mode face. Na ah. Please doctor, get rid of this 'Betty' image by next week.. Pleaseeee~

Then... Jubah. Yes. Jubah for the small kenit cousin of mine.

Yeah. I'm bored and imsoniac. I can't sleep, and now, I'm posting my tomorrow's to do list on my blog.. Yey! Now my eyes said, "Let's sleep dear brain. Time to wash out those metabolites!" ;))

Time is precious. Cherish every moments, cause you never know when it be your last moment.--- Anonymous

Alhamdulillah~

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah...

It was evening here, in Zagazig. Me and Dina, wondering around the hijab shops after having an appointment with our dentist. During this dull moment, a friend called us. Our exam result is out! Yes, Dina freaked out. Me too. On the inside. I tried to act calm. I keep telling myself, "It's okay, redha and tawakkal. No matter what the result is, I've tried my best." But to be honest, yes, I do freaked out, and my hand shake and sweaty. Trying to distract my attention by focusing on the shawls. Nope. Not working. So I decided to call a friend to check my result. I can't wait any longer.

And walla~ Here's my result! :)

Note that my marks censored here..;p

I got mumtaz a.k.a excellent! Alhamdulillah.. How big Allah's gift for me today. Honestly, I was aiming for Jayyid Jiddan this year. Since I felt a little bit threaten by my way of answering the exams this year. But what do you know? Allah helped me. Syukran Ya Allah.. :')

I remember my talk with Dina 5 years ago. "I don't expect to get mumtaz every year, but my aim is to get better result year by year." And alhamdulillah, getting Jayyid during my 1st and 2nd year is a miracle. And Jayyid jiddan from 3rd till 5th year is another big gifts Allah had granted me. And finally, mumtaz says hi to me. This time, he hugged me and said, finally, I'm yours. hehe. Alhamdulillah..

"Faith is the first factor in a life devoted to service. Without it, nothing is possible. With it, nothing is impossible."
Mary McLeod Bethune