Face it~

It’s finally showing. I guess, it’s true after all. One at a time is true. Stop being anxious about what’s coming, stop being sad about the past, and enjoy the present, make it as memorable as we can.

It’s Allah’s plan. And we all know how beautiful His plan for us. One time we laugh, the other time, we were just sitting at one side, crying how hard this life is. But in the moment, we keep reminding ourselves, it’s just another rainy day. Sooner or later, when the time comes, Allah will surprise you with an amazing colorful rainbow. Trust me, the time will definitely come. And that’s when you realize, how near Allah is.

I guess following the flow does working. Life is full of challenges, and I will not run away when it comes. Be harmonizing with it. Let the challenge be reason for your life to be exciting and unpredictable. Take it. It’s just another pathway to explore. You’ll never know what kind of amazing place it is in the end. And for sure, one way to explore it is only by facing it. Don’t just run away. Play with it. 

The Prophet (Blessings and Peace be upon him) said in an authentic hadith:
“And know that victory comes with patience and that relief comes with hardship.”

Alhamdulillah~

Hellopzz!It's been a long time right? Two months passed, and I still don't have any interesting thing to share here. But realizing my so lagged post updates, I decided to share my random thoughts here.

Right now, I'm in exam mode. My end round OBGYN exam is just around the corner, and yet, I'm not even 80% ready for it. Why? Not to blame others, except of course, me. My mind already preoccupied by other thing.

The smile that can change my bad day
 to the greatest one.

What is it? It's my father. Been diagnosed as thyrotoxic patient since the last 7 months. I was shocked. Not to mention my mom. But known as an 'iron-faced' lady, I try my best to act cool as if it's just a simple noodle case, nothing to worry about. But deep inside, everyone was struggling. It's hard you know. I learn a lot about thyroid diseases. I remember every details clearly, as for me, endocrine is a super exciting subject to read. But who knew, it just happen.

Months of worries finally ended. Today, my father undergo total thyroidectomy, which is after hours of discussion with my brother, which one to do. Simple lobectomy, partial or total thyroidectomy? We discuss everything thoroughly, each advantage and risks. And that's it. I say, total it is! Hours of restlessness finally paid up, for good. I received the greatest news ever from Nana, my bro's girl, saying my dad's operation already done, and he already awake and talk normally. That moment, only Allah knew. I cried so hard, harder than before he was operated. Thank you Allah!

So now, I can deviate my mind back to my OBGYN books. Few days more. All I can do is to read as much as I can. Allah love His slave who tried hard, who never say "I can't" before timed. I'll just do my best! It's a small exam, but as we all know, in medicine, each mark brings big effect towards our final result. :)

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi~

Mode: Let's read! :)) Good luck all~