Two days classes, and I'm still floating in the air, still don't have the urge to put my feet on the ground, to walk towards the pathway I've been planning about for this final year of mine. There are times when it feels like I'm not really trying my best to start over. Am I too lazy, or this is just a normal starter?
My father used to said, "regret for wasted time, is more wasted time". That's completely true. I keep thinking about how should I perform during classes, what exactly should I do when I'm alone. I've already pushed myself too hard, and I ended up doing nothing.
I just realized this morning. I should take it easy. Because for sure, by time, I'll start to get everything, slowly, one by one. I need to relax. Relaxing my mind, body, and soul. My body has it own capacity. And so my mind. I need them to reach my goal this year. Don't you think I should pay more attention on them, rather than keep strangling them to do beyond their limit?
Take it easy. InsyaAllah, everything will be fine in a calmer way.
" Life should be touched. Not strangled. You've got to relax, let it happen at times, and at others, move forward with it. "
---Ray Bradbury
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