Hello final year!

Alhamdulillah... Thanks to The Almighty for giving me a chance to test the joy of victory within myself. And I cannot thank you enough for my family and friends who've always being there for me.
Sounds like an award speech. Yup, it's an award for myself. I may not be the one who's standing shiny within the crowds, holding the "EXCELLENT" title. But yes, I am completely satisfied with what I've achieved this time. As for me, finding my true self before heading to the world of working was such a big thankful miracle. I finally knew what I should and shouldn't do as a student, medical student, and what it takes to be an excellent doctor. The idea of respecting what you've already got is a must.
Next year, it'll be my final chance to perform my excellency.I must boost out my 100% energy to grab the missing excellent. For the past 4 years, it flew away where the possibilities to grab it back is so small to some extend, I was almost completely destructed inside. This year, I can see it's shadow, calling for me to catch it no matter what. But, shadow will always be a shadow, only visible, not touchable.
Well, next year, I'm sure it'll show itself. Right in front of me. All depends on me. Grab it or not.
Go for it TJ! InsyaAllah..

Hello Sabah!

I'm back to malaysia! Finalleh!
I was an inch beyond my "lively corpse" period, and poof! Finally I decided to go back to my "homesick caller" homeland. I miss my family so much, I can't wait to fly this Monday night! Wohooo!
Talking about how excited I am right now, I'm a little bit worried about our becoming adventure. Yesterday, and the night before yesterday, I mean, the situation was tensed. Blame Air Asia and MAS flight! Well, of course it might be my fault in the first place, sudden decision to go home during this super busy full holiday where everyone is flying home to celebrate Christmas Day. Yey to them! And of course, woes to me. Hurmm.
After a long long tiresome day in front of my laptop and talking on my phone, till at time, the battery might just explodes because of the long long discussion about our tickets, and yeah, finally me and Maya decided to take the flight back to Kota Kinabalu through Labuan. And yes, Labuan means, ferry! And yes, ferry during this monsoon? Allah please protect us from all those negative unwanted possibilities.
Anyway, the most important thing of course for us to land safely. And that indeed need prays. May Allah guide us, protect us from any unwanted harm along our way home. Amin.

p/s:too much foods already floating in my mind! Malaysian foods! Wait for me!

Rejected holiday~

Holiday. And I'm doing nothing. Frustrated. Too much plan, and not even one is going as it should be. And I end up sitting bluntly in front of my lappy, the whole day. Tiresome over this boredom.

Cancel the attachment. The thought of 4 weeks plain holidays, finally become worse when one my colleagues told us that these boring holiday might be longer because of the delayed exam results. Urghh! Another 5 weeks? Or 6 weeks? I might die out of boredom! Time, please fly faster!

Am I being ungrateful? Previously, my mind filled with the excitement of becoming holidays, but now? Hurmm...

"Follow me around. I don't care. If anybody wants to put a tail on me, go ahead. They'd be very bored."

----Gary Hart